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i think one of the saddest things is when you see something that reminds you of someone but you don’t talk to that person anymore and it’s a reminder within itself of how that person is no longer in your life and you just sit there hoping that maybe they see things and think about you once in a while too
So things went alil farther than I ever imagined they would last night. I’m still not sure if I regret what I did. But I will never let any man scare me. Even if he’s someone I love with all my heart. I would do anything for him but I’m just tired. I’m sick and tired. He thinks cuz he makes all the money that he can control everything. But that’s all you do. You can’t even do the tiniest chore I have asked you to do. Maybe I been letting stress get the better of me but I can’t help it. My world here in columbus seems to be falling apart. All I want is to be a happy normal almost 20 year old. I wanna love you with all my heart and soul. I wanna be able to believe you. I wish I could believe anyone. I wanna go to college. I just wanna be normal. I want you you to trust me. I just wants things to be different….